hmm let me think..i am so fucking pissed and the last few days i have been going through some fucked up shit..not bad stuff..like drugsor drinking or anything..i have just been in a pissed off mood ever since i got into that fucking lame fight with tasha..
what the hell was i thinking..blowing up on her like that..thats right, i forgot, I WASN'T FUCKING THINKING!!
everytime i start to get close to a friend..like really close..i blow up on them and it fucking ruins everything...its no wonder why i have hmm...4 friends..i used to have way more..but now they all hate me cuz im such a fucking bitch!!!!